Sunday, October 14, 2007
12:36 AM
Too often we say "forever, okay?" But do we truly know the meaning of that one word?
The same goes for those three words that are used all too often: "I love you."
Don't use those words unless you truly mean what those two words stand for. Never take anything for granted and always cherish what you have in front of you for you never know when something can't stay the same forever. Anything in the world can change at any time and any place.
Too often have things that i thought would remain the same and have them be changed in less than a second. Dreams shattered...hearts broken...and promises unfulfilled.
I've learnt to cherish the momments that i live in now because things are rapidly changing around me. I'm no longer and will never be the me that was yesterday or even the me that was one year ago.
Things aren't always butterflies and rainbows. And I or you can't always live in the clouds. Learning to accept that and to move on and continue to live is what we're made humans for. Because even if we can't always live in the clouds, each and everyday brings with it beauty and new hopes, new dreams and new promises.
I'm slowly learning to grow up and accept things as they come. Because i've come to realize that everything has a place in me and in my life. But nothing can stay the same forever.
My wish is that if nothing can ever stay the same forever, then at least let me and your friendship stay the same forever.
Friday, February 23, 2007
4:20 PM
So i see that i haven't really said anything really relevant or important in this blog of mine in quite some time. I've really actually been quite busy with school work and i guess you could call it life in general. But with being busy of course also comes having many things to think about and comtemplate.
Ever wonder why we meet the people that we do and live the life that we do? Well....to be honest, i think that we meet them for a reason. We ourselves may not know why we met them and why they are in our lives, but one thing is for sure...the people in our lives are there for a reason. These people each in their own way leave a mark in your life. Some leave a big mark, while others leave a small one. But everyone that we meet, leaves something behind in us. This in turn has the ability to change us or to make us forever remain the same.
There are some people that will never change, while there are others that do change a great deal. I've often wondered why sometimes that there is this change. Most of the time it's due to growing up...and sometimes it's for the denial of growing up. Or it can be because of the lessons learned and the mistakes and successes that were done.
I don't blame anyone or anything that has happened because the people that i meet and the people that leave marks in my life did so for reasons that i alone cannot know the reason why. There are people that will forever until eternity is no more remain your closest friends and then there are some people whom you preceive to be a friend until eternity is no more only to realize that it was a childish and wishful thinking. People change i suppose. And we as humans can only do so much. Though we may not know the reasons why a person will change so much...we can only accept it as a fact and hope that they are happy.
A life revolves around the relationships that we make and the interactions among people that we do. A person could live their whole life working and going home and sleeping and eating...and etc but what kind of life is that? One where there are no relationships and no contact....it becomes a lonely life with no joy and happiness. You could have all the money in the world and have whatever you want, but the one thing that you can't buy is the joy and happiness that a family and friends can bring into your life.
Many people take for granted the people that are around them, but i have learned that you should never ever take anyone for granted in your life. Learn to cherish the people that are in it and learn to always let them know just how much you care. Sure people change, and sure people may come and go, but there are always people who forever until eternity is no more that will never go away and will always stand by you no matter what.
I know that i can't change a person. But i do know that i can stand by them regardless of what they are going through. Don't say that i'm not strong enough and that i need to be protected because as a friend until eternity is no more, let me be standing right there beside you. Because there is no where else that i would rather be ^_^
The road and journey through life is long and at times can be hard, but it's so much more better when you have someone to walk that path with. Don't leave me behind in a place that you think is safe and go on ahead to the crossroad, because no matter which direction you choose, i will always be right there beside you.
I hope that everyone has had a great reading week and a wonderful chinese new year. May this new year bring you all much happiness and many luck.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
10:25 PM
A thousand words - Jade
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You fight your battles far from me
Far too easily
Save your tears cause I'll come back
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time
And distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever
The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say
Wait for me, I'll write you letters
I could see how you standed with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore
To hide the doubt when I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late
Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't seeI know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever
Oh a thousand words (a thousand words)
Have never been spoken (ohh yeah)
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home, (carry you home)
And back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings (on silver wings)
And a thousand words (ohh)
Call out through the ages (call through the ages)
They'll cradle you (ohh yeah)
Make all of the lonely years to lonely days (lonely days)
They'll hold you forever
Ohhhhh a thousand words
Friday, December 15, 2006
5:53 PM
"Cinderella"
-Ta Ta Young
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
[Chorus]
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
[Chorus]
Friday, December 08, 2006
10:55 PM
I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives.
The more I am quoted the more I am believed...
My victims are helpless...
To try and track me down is impossible.
The harder you try, the more elusive I become...
I topple governments and wreck marriages...
I make innocent people cry in their pillows...
I am called Gossip.
Office gossip. Shop gossip. Party gossip...
Before you repeat a story, ask yourself:
Is it true? Is it fair? Is it necessary?
If not - SHUT UP.
(Anonymous)
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
12:03 AM
Term is coming to a close and soon Christmas break is here. What i'm going to be doing during then i have no clue. Though i do know that i will want to go shopping though ^_^ hm....so much has happened recently that i don't really even know where to start. How bout we start with this song that i've posted here? It's called "Exit" and it's by a group called "fei lun hai" also known as Fahrenheit. A very new boy band i guess you could call them. Lol, i've been listening to a lot of boy bands lately haven't i? well..it's a hard habit to get out of especially if there's fan girling involved..which i won't get into on today's entry lol.
For some odd reason this has become one of my favourite songs. The lyrics in this song mean something to me ^_^ And the song itself is very pretty too. I guess it's kind of a sad song...but seen in a different way it's not so sad i think....Anyways for those that understand enjoy :)
I'm sorry that i haven't had anything insightful or interesting to put up here lately....but i've had a lot on my mind. In the end...i think i just might end up deleting this whole entire blog anyways. But i guess we'll see with time. So i guess i'll just leave with one thought: Don't say things that you don't mean because i want to believe and trust.....
出口 - 飞轮海
红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起 你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会 爱只剩这一些
是不是时间 把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐 却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
我听着你说爱我 感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒 就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬 爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我 但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻 都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后 能往哪里走
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会 爱只剩这一些
是不是时间 把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐 却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
听着你说好爱我 感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后 还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有出口
能让我逃出这个 我快沉没的漩涡
我听着你说爱我 感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒 就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬 爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我 但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻 都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走
Thursday, November 16, 2006
10:06 PM
Today....i'm going to fan girl ^_^
Kang Ta is the BEST!!!!
i absolutely <3 him :P
He has the sweetest voice that any guy could ever have.
And have you guys seen him in game shows? aww....he's so adorable!!! and sweet too!!! you just have to love him!!!
*currently listening to Kang Ta right now, lol
I don't really know what else to say to let you guys know how great he is, other than that you guys better like him too or else, ha haa j/k.
Kang Ta all the way!!! ahhh!!!! so cute and adorable...and okay okay i'll say it....he's HOT, lol.
well...i guess that's all the fan girling for today, i might make another post about him later lol ^_~
have a great day you guys :P
