So much to talk about today and so much on my mind. I guess what really got me thinking is really my trip to BC. When i'm there it reminds me of when i was back at where i was born. And in a way it reminded me a lot of Asia :p Being there and in a place that so closely resembles an asian place it just reminds me of what i could have become. I see girls who speak such fluent Cantonese and are skinny and tall and pretty. I always catch myself thinking could that have possibly been me if i was brought up in a different environment or met different people? And now as i'm writting this blog i think about the Mulan movie and about the cherry blossom. Everything has it's own time. But what i really want to know is when is it my time? I'm tired of waiting....save the best for last right? But it's not fair....am i just being stupid or childish? Maybe i am....Yet i'll still wait and dream ^_^ because that's all that i can do. I can't really fight what will be. When it's my time...i'll shine. If my time never comes for me to shine then i've got my dreams. i can forever and always dream right? i sound so sad....what am i saying?
When will it be my turn? I'm tired of always saying one day some day. Everythings great the way they are. It's hard to keep on smiling and saying i don't care because this is me and i'm great. Don't compare right? Be myself and be happy and proud. Even if i wanted to change...i don't think i could. I could change the way i dress and the way i look, but i can't change me can i?
I think i'm going to forever ask the question when will it be my turn until one day it finally does become my turn. maybe i set too high expectations or too big of a dream. i don't really know. But i do know that i wish there was someone who could tell me when will it be my turn?
I'll continue to dream and try to always smile until it's my turn then i will shine...for sure ^_^
"I don't remember how we happened to meet each other. I don't remember who got along with whom first. All I can remember is all of us together...always."
The end of my summer vacation is coming up. i only have a few weeks left before i have to head back to school. I can't believe how fast 4 months went by. But those 4 months were fun though. It seemed like every week i was doing something with someone :P
Spring session was a lot of fun for me. Going home with my two friends after class was fun because it was basically 2 girls and 1 guy. Us 2 girls spent the spring session days girlifying our guy friend. ha haa, it was lots of fun and we were so proud of him when he could finally describe clothing :)
Of course during spring session there was also YC. YC just had to end the day RIGHT before my midterm...*sigh it wasn't too good for studying but still i had a lot of fun. I think i already talked about this in a previous post.....i want to go again!!! it was a lot of fun!!!!
Movie and eating at the Japanese restaurant: that was a lot of fun. and to my one friend that i spent a whole day with in White Avenue before meeting up with everyone else....Thank you!!! I had a fun time that day hanging out with you. Shopping at White Ave and getting bubble tea was fun!!! but not fun was searching for that ice cream place lol...but we eventually found it right? ahh....so much fun that day ^_^
The occasional spontaneous tennis outings: We had a lot of fun walking to the tennis courts and playing tennis didn't we? it was fun to be active lol.
Capital Ex: oh..where do i begin? i don't even know what to say....um.....i had a lot of fun? (that is if you count screaming on every single ride fun ha haa)but yeah it was fun i just don't really know how to put it into words :P but the pictures all describe it!!!
My friends birthday party: That was a very fun day. Movie....Bowling.....eating at old spagetti factory....playing pool....and of course don't forget the running half way across the mall to Hollister!!?! totally got major cramps from that!!! lol oh my gosh!!! and how could i forget!?! the instant noodle guy at T&T ha haa haa that was too funny. Oh!! and i almost forgot!!! my bowling name lol, i can't believe you guys named me "princess" ha haa, but it was fun. I also can't describe this day it was just so much fun.
um....i can't quite remember if we did anything else? maybe these were the major ones that stood out in my memory. But that doesn't matter because we all had so much fun!! I'll never forget the good times that we had. Now that school is going to start soon i want to wish everyone a great coming new school year!! Once school break comes around again maybe we can all go do something fun together again!! For those of you doing the MCAT: Good luck!!! and for those of you going on vacation have fun!!!
See you all around on campus ^_~
