I first heard this song when i went to YC last month. I remember how my song used to be one by britney called overprotected. But this one...it seems to say exactly how i feel a lot of the time. This one tells me that noone can tell me who to be. I actually want to use this post to thank my friend who brought me to YC this year. It was there that i learnt a lot of things and fell in love with a lot of different artists and songs. One of them being of course Barlow girls. Maybe i should adopt their philosophy too :P anyways....there's not much that i can really say as to why i put this song here....but one things for sure: I love it!!
Mirror
-BarlowGirls
Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect
So sorry you won't define me
Sorry you don't own me
(chorus)
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, No, no, no I won't try
Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I'm looking into the eyes of He who made me
And to Him I have beauty beyond compare
I know He defines me
(Chorus)
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, Nooo I won't try
You don't define me,
You don't define me,
You don't define me,
You don't define meeeeeeeeeeee,
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeah
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, Nooo I won't try
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeah, Yeah
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, Nooo I won't try
Wow, haven't been on here in a long time. I'm not even sure what to say...actually that's not true, i do have something to say...something that's been on my mind quite a bit lately because of listening to people talk and all. Wish i could talk to my friends about this but i don't want to bother them. Even though i know that some of you guys will probably be reading this anyways, so isn't this better than me bothering you guys ^_^
So i guess what's really be on my mind lately is that i'm old. i'm age old, i may not look my age, but i'm old....and that kinda makes me think as in real thinking. It's time to start being my age and stop being a kid. i may remain always young at heart, but it's time to live up to what a grown up girl is supposed to do. I have responsibilities now. There are guys that i grew up with....and now...i feel as if i don't know them anymore....we're all the same age but they've grown up. They're all thinking about what's in the future and here i am thinking of the next get-together with my friends. i feel so sad everytime i think of the guys. we were cool friends when we were little. we always played together at family parties. and now...whenever there is one....they are all off in their own world with other stuff to do like.....steady girlfriends and places to be at. ha haa, i know i sound spoiled just because i'm being replaced. but in all honestly, i'm not complaining. i'm happy for them. Now i must learn to follow after them and start acting like a grown up. I need to start earning and saving my money so that i can move out soon and be independent. i can't always count on people.
I know right now i'm not making any sense because even i myself don't even know what i'm talking about. i don't even know how to start being an adult. What'll i do? i'm so sad......i feel as if i'm not moving anywhere. I don't want to spend the rest of my next 10 years worrying about get-togethers and having fun....maybe that's why i stay away from the forum....because it reminds me too much of the temptation to ignore reality and be a kid forever. Or is it just that i want to grow up too fast....
or...is it just the problems that come with a big group of friends? i don't know....but all i do know is that right now at this momment i'm very so sad....and i don't even know what i want anymore....i can't even listen to my friends talk about drama's and music anymore. i used to love those things, same with amusement parks ha haa.
To everyone that think i'm mad at them....i'm not....i'm just worried i'll end up saying something that i'll regret because i'm so mad at myself...give me my time and my room....i'll become the girl that you guys all seem to think is me soon okay?
