Wednesday, May 24, 2006
10:10 AM
MAJOR STRESS!!! I just want to cry, this is horrible. This entire week has been the craziest ever. i thought that it would be fun, but who am i kidding. IT'S NOT!!! this is crazy and lol as usual it's my fault again. if i had stayed ontop of everything and not think oh...don't worry i have tons of time. But i don't, there's so much information to study and learn and i'm barely even able to listen and write at the same time from taking down what he shows and what he says. oh my gosh!!! what'll i do if i fail? i can't afford to fail because i don't want to retake this course, once is enough, way more than enough....and on top of that i'm so sick with all this stress, everytime i feel stressed i get real sick like as in i get a fever and everything else that is bad. Last time this happened it was during the second round of midterms, then i caught it again right after all my finals finished. but you want to know what the bad part is? before whenever i got a fever all i needed was some rest and i could still walk and do some stuff, but now, it's gotten to the point that if i ever get a fever, i want to faint, i can't even stand. trust me, lol, i tried working with a high fever and i nearly fainted and it was not good, my world was like turning all black and i couldn't hear anything and i couldnt' see but thankfully i knew enough so that i didn't faint and i totally called home and went to bed. anyways, i'm sorry about this post, it's all me and my ranting on about how stressed i am. it's summer and all i want to do is travel and shop and take pretty pictures and play. i guess my mind just isn't in school.....*huge sigh, i better get back to my dumb lab report......
Monday, May 22, 2006
5:59 PM
So then, i see that i have once again neglected this blog. There really isn't a lot to post here yet again, ha haa. actually i do have a lot to say here. I love this song. yes, i'm sorry everyone, you have to put up with my songs and lyrics and stuff until i can figure out how to set up the GPU thingy at school so that i can actaully post the song and just say listen rather than posting the lyrics. and hey look, i found a chinese group with an english song, like it? lol, i hope so. this song comes from a drama called "hearts of fencing" or as i like to call it "four leaf clover" ha haa, for those of you that can read chinese you'll know what i mean. and yes as usual this is another one of those dramas that i want to watch but cannot seem to find. i also know that it was on TV and i missed it, so yup...sad i know. I like this song and if you can't figure out why i like it then you obviously do not know me very well, it's either that or else then you aren't a close friend of mine :P
After looking at some of my friends blogs...i came to think that me and computer technology suck. Everyone seems to have such a nice and personalized page and mine is like....well...kinda boring and plain. i so wonder how you guys all do it. I want to learn too......:( i want a nice and personalized blog also....what to do....*sigh, i guess until i find the time to, i'm stuck with this plain old average one. sorry guys.
Anyways, enough of me complaining about how my computer skills suck and back to my studying for my lab exam. Wish me luck ^_^
Shining Friends
作曲： 陳光榮
填詞： Anders
編曲： 陳光榮
監製： 陳光榮
*a little faith
brightens a rainy day
life is difficult, you can't go away
don't hide yourselves in the corner
you have my place to stay
sorrow is gonna say goodbye
opens up
you'll see the happy sunshine
keep going on with your dream
chasing tomorrow's sunrise
the spirit can never die
sun will shine, my friend
won't let you cry my dear
seeing you shed a tear, make my world disappear
you'll never be alone in drakness
see my smile, my friend
we are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe, you are my destiny
we're meant to be your friends
that's what a friends should be
Repeat*
Thursday, May 11, 2006
9:43 PM
Wow, it's been a really long time since i last posted. I don't really have anything that i want to say today other than the fact that spring session has started and i decided to take a course to try and catch up with everyone else, though i'm beginning to think that i'm only lying to myself....anyways...enough about me and on to what i have decided to post here today. My little sister sent this poem to me as a forward. After i read it i had to put it somewhere so that people could see it and not delete it. This poem makes me sad....and yet there's a lesson to be learnt from it too. At the end of this forward was a message that said to send it to people and to title it "this is what happens when guys make girls jealous". I'm not saying that it's all the guys fault and that is the lesson, i think that the lesson is that sometimes, you can't lie about certain things. no matter how much you deny them, they are there. And sometimes the consequences of denying things are bad as is in this case. By the time the truth came out...it was already too late. So i guess it also goes back to my courage post. Courage everyone, we all need courage. Courage to be ourselves and to be proud of who we are. It doesn't matter what anyone says, all that matters is what you think.
A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.
Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife
She was his angel
she made him smile
Though life threw him curves
she made it all worth while.
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:
"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
10:55 PM
Hope you all don't mind that it's been posting of music lyrics lately ^^ It seems that i have a lot of his songs up don't i? the one that i have on the side bar i think will forever be my favorite. I don't think that i'm going to take it down or change it anytime soon. maybe i should talk about that song that i have on my side bar since someone mentioned that they don't understand why it's there and what it all means.
So....i think the easiest explaination is that the song title: 童话 in translation to english is fairytale. I've always loved fairytales and will contine to love them. I think that the thing that appeals to me most is that they always have a happily ever after ending. most of the fairytales that i know of and love have to do with princesses and princes and fairy godmothers and so on. basically according to what i hear in this song, it starts off with a boy who has thought for a long time and is going insane trying to figure out what he has done wrong because all of a sudden the girl who used to love fairytales one day while crying suddenly says that all the things in the fairytale is a lie and that the boy cannot possibly be her prince. But maybe the girl does not know that from the day she said that she loves him, the stars in his world suddenly became lit. The boy would gladly turn into that angel in her favorite fairytale to watch over her and protect her. But the girl has to believe that they can become like the fairytale and be happily ever after also.
Now can you see why i love this song? if i could post the song here for you to listen to i would. So....this song talks of hope and believing that one day my fairytale could come true too. if i believe and contine to trust in it, i'll also have a happily ever after. That's what i want :P a happily ever after. i know it's very childish of me isn't it? but i think that no matter how old i get, i'm always going to want that ending until i find it.
So...a happily ever after.....I'll get it right?
Here's another song for you too. This one i wish i could have known of it earlier. But now i know of it and it's here on my blog. For those that don't understand the characters, i've translated it as best i could. Courage....it was what i needed then and what i need now.
勇气
Courage
主唱: 光良
作曲: 光良
作词: 瑞业
终于做了这个决定
I’ve made up my mind at last
别人怎么说我不理
What other's say I don't care
只要你也一样的肯定
Just as long as you are equally willing
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
I’m willing to follow you no matter where you go
我知道一切不容易
I know that all is not easy
我的心一直温习说服自己
I keep on persuading myself in my heart
最怕你忽然说要放弃
Iam most afraid that you will suddenly give up
爱真的需要勇气
Love really needs courage
来面对流言蜚语
To face rumors and slander
只要你一个眼神肯定
Just a look of agreement in your eyes
我的爱就有意义
Then there’s meaning to my love
我们都需要勇气
We also need courage
去相信会在一起
To believe that we’ll be together
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
In the sea of people,I can feel you
放在我手心里
Placed in my hands
你的真心
Your true feelings
如果我的坚强任性
If my willful and headstrong ways
会不小心伤害了你
Accidently hurt you
你能不能温柔提醒
Will you please remind me gently
我虽然心太急
Even though my heart is too excited
更害怕错过你
I fear to lose you more
Monday, May 01, 2006
9:51 PM
Wow, been awhile since i have last blogged. hm...what intersting thing has happened since the last time that i have blogged...um...really not very much. Excpet for the fact that my final marks are up. This term i have to say wasn't too bad. But i have to try real hard now for this coming new year. As always i'm always the one that needs to try extra hard to accomplish things. ha haa, oh well i guess, i mean that's just the way i am right? so anways yeah....this song i really like. i'm finding that my blog is kind of turning into a post song lyrics that i love thing. i would post the actual song onto here but i haven't figured out how to. And so until i find out how, i'll just have to make do with song lyrics. This song was sung by TORO. It's kind of sad....and it was also the ending theme song for "Snow Angel" lol, and also my theme for this blog remember? ^_^
忘了愛
詞:郭葦昀
曲:凌偉文
街道 我徘徊 燈 亮起來
冰冷冷的霧氣 風 吹不散
看著妳 離開 心有點亂
該熱鬧的時候 妳卻不在
一個人能說出怎麼樣的對白
空房間只剩我的 無奈
花謝了 花又開 妳卻不再回來
靜靜地試著 忘了愛
等著妳醒來 天有些暗
站在這裡只為了 妳回來
口白: 這麼冷的冬天 我走在一個人的街上
天空飄下了雪 而我想起了你 就在這個時候 眼痊了下來
